Georgia, Simone, Me, Michelle, Karen
Trying to say "Joe"... the trainer at the gym that likes Karen... ohhhhhhhhh
Sarah, Georgia, Jane, Sim, Me, Michelle
Oh my sexy ladies.
With our new friends Chris and Justin at The Beat.
anyways, putting all this stuff aside... i spent the day yesterday taking my sister to the hospital. it was a long, physically and emotionally draining experience. we got there at 10 am and basically spent the best part of the time waiting around... such is the system eh... i got home at 9pm and knocked out in bed. sari is at the adolesence mental health ward for what looks like a week at the moment, give or take, depending on what the doctors see fit. looks comfortable there for her, but it isnt home and being around other children with equally intense issues of their own isnt what i would think a natural surrounding. but it is what needs to happen in making the steps towards feeling better. i am proud of her for doing this. she is one strong women. she has so much fire. the waiting room in the emergency mental care unit is absolutly just terrible. i can not begin to describe the people, but... how amusing of a situation it was for us to be amongst it. we could only laugh. i was glad for her sense of humour. for me, though it was probably the hardest day ive ever had, it was the most enlightening, not only personally but for my relationship with sari. i think maybe now she knows that i am there for her no matter what. she can talk to me or just be around me . be comfortable. i am her sister. i love her. i saw her as the baby sister i had known. in a time of need. disolving away this tough distant exterior she had kept... and it was as if fresh air had finally been let in. i know she will get better, she has it in her, she is such a fighting spirit.
just like periscopes up in the sky, well i have never seen a girl as beautiful as you in my whole life.things dont always go the way you plan them, but if youre going with the flow well then it makes it easier, makes it easier to bend~ "the beautiful girls"
love.
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